Tuesday 11/05/96 Unconditional love is akin to unconditional peace - does not depend on actions of others. * Method of Enthropy: When I get out of a rut and begin to feel that I can solve current problem, Enthropy immediately reminds me that I have a mountain of other tasks. Being obsessed with a size of this mountain was the reason I was stuck in the first place, because it seemed overwhelming and I didn't know which to pick. * Giving helps to makes sure, that I will be in a right state to ask for help, when I need some. * Evil word, once heard, continues to ring in ears. * Sharing/giving becomes malignant when it stops being a source of pleasure and becomes a goal in itself. Wednesday 11/06/96 One more reason to say "I do" instead of "People do" - the listener won't have an urge to interrupt and argue. * Inner voice (aside from helping with decision making) is pretty good at guessing my true intent. * Playfulness grows during pleasant anticipation. Thursday 11/07/96 Resourceful state: 1) Feeling like chatting with people, laughing, sharing. 2) Easy to guess what subjects others may be interested in. 3) Negative associations seem to disappear - everybody seems dear to me. 4) Easy to choose what to do and possibility of incorrect choice doesn't frighten (maybe because the task I pick is not meant to improve my mood). v plagiate. |